The LOVE between US. ♥

Bii Bii forces me to write this article,
heehee,
*he sure angry with me after read this.*

Dated with him again on last friday when I went for a BBQ,
Bii Bii came and fetched me by motorbike at about 9:30 p.m. ,
and my friends tried to snap me while I waiting for him, duh...

He fetched me to a park nearby his friend's house,
they were having a BBQ too!

We sat on a playground slide and having our sweet time,
we ate together,
we sang some songs,
and...and...we...had a...
we had a FAKE MARRIAGE there!
The moon and stars was awoke by the wedding song that played on phone,
"I do", we said,
we know we love each other truly and deeply,
we then exchanged our "wedding rings" that made of grass.
The moon and the starts were the witnesses of our love.

It's the most romantic and the sweetest moment under the moonlit night that we ever had.
you're mine,
I sense that our love is unbreakable,
could it be true?


drawn by Bii=)

P/S: Finally I put a chat box in "gossip", drop some comments ya, only for those who are be nice to me.

接受還是退後？

我開始想
整件事的源頭會不會因我而起呢？
是不是都好
我不會像以前懦弱消極了

種種發生過的事情
告訴我
不要怠慢了
是時候成長了

我在這兒寫些什麽
不是想惹起什麽戰爭或口角
還是要詆毀誰
我還是一樣嚮往和平寧靜

我記得某人曾經說過自己的思想成熟了
我不懂他是帶著開玩笑還是認真的口吻說的

如果一個人的思想真的成熟了
他絕對不會那麽極端 很多事情都需要往很多方面和角度去思考的
也許會覺得自己就是一個那麽情緒化和麽暴躁的人

要知道
這個世界那麽大
其實一個自己是非常地渺小
不能一句情緒化還是脾氣暴躁就最大的
我們不能那麽意氣用事丫

一個人生氣不滿有情緒
很正常
因爲我們都是人類
可是不能將我們的情緒發洩在無辜的人身上

一個人生氣
如果把這個憤怒表露出來或某人頭上
影響的不只是自己 而是周圍的人

比如説 在一個狂歡派隊中
突然有一個朋友突然因爲不滿而鬧事
身邊的人的情緒多多少少都會受到干擾吧？
可知道憤怒和仇恨的“魔力”有多大了吧？

雖然我不可能完全不討厭別人
可是至少盡量見好就收咯

我們人丫
要學會接受
接受別人的批評
接受別人的斜視
接受別人的無理
接受別人的無禮
接受別人的無知
能的話就包容他們

也許無禮無理的批判我真的會火山爆發
可是有道理的我就會聼
然後加以反思

我不想當個單細胞
什麽都是以自己為中心
因爲這樣 只能活在自己的世界中
太過自我 別人也不能容忍太多次的

理智的人
會清楚自己的所作所爲

負責任的人
會承擔自己所作所爲的後果

我真的不像看到以前自己多麽醜陋
我不想看到有人成爲我的倒影
因爲
最終遭衆人討厭的 是自己

我的觀點不一定正確
也不一定做得到
我只是想要抒發自己内心的感受
想到什麽就寫什麽
好像什麽心事傾訴出來了
這種感覺很自在

微笑吧 朋友
其實你並不是最孤單的

Dating with HIM. ♥

I think my hamster will give birth to babies soon,
two of them hid under the small cabin in their cage since yesterday night,
are they tried to do something?
you know what I mean right? XD

Went to Ipoh with my gang today,
Bii took the chance to have a dating with me,
heehee, syok!

First time to went for shopping accompanied by my silly him,
I was gettin' nervous that time.

There's has no any latest movie showing in the stupid theater in Ipoh Parade,
I wanna watch either Final Destination 4 or Guai Tam as in my planning before,
but now, damn it!

Silly bii brought me to K-box at around 5:00p.m. ,
gonna wait for a room for half an hour.
Oh man, I got to go at 6:30p.m. ,
that means we only have an hour to go!!!
*he asked for few times to get a room before, but there were fully booked.*

I don't care,
I wanna sing with him next time!!

Bii,
you'll sitting for the last day of exam tomorrow,
don't forget what you promised me before,
wish you all the best ya,
muacks muacks muacks,
give you those warm kissie.

P/S: wanna order new pair of lens and some clothes online.

Three lil Hamsters. ♥

Heehee,
I bought three lil hamsters from Judy's Pet Shop today,
they're super cute and super lively!!




Hmmm, I think this cage is too big for 'em.

After we brought them back,
we helped them to take a bath.

Dad was pouring too much water into the pail,
caused one of them had almost drowned,
poor lil hamster, *sob sob.*
He was fainting when scared, haha.
But he's okay right now,
thanks god.

Breeding hamsters is fun and easy than the others,
what I worry about is they will give birth to baby hamsters,
*oh my god.*

Do anyone wanna buy those baby hamsters from me later?
costs RM16 per hamster, can ask for discount, LOLX.
NO WAY, I can't be so cruel.

P/S: Thanks to dad and mom willing to buy for me, heehee.

Young lil lama. ♥

Mom told me that a 12-year-old lama, Kang Tsa Holiness came to Bidor,
she asked me to go for praying,
it may able to change my fate I think,
I mean, he might made me lucky.

Happy go lucky,
I need happiness,
I really prayed for it,
perhaps the young lama could fulfill what I desire.

Am I superstitious or what?
Who care?
I just wanna to throw all the bullshits out of my mind,
they annoyed me for a long time man!

Something happened between me and the person,
I don't know what step should I take,
or may be just leave it aside?

I DON"T KNOW, I DON'T KNOW.

I don't know how come I made you so unhappy with me,
just tell me,
you have your own reasons I know,
but whether you wanna to be friend with me as before,
IT'S YOUR DECISION,
that I'll wait for it.

The lil lama,
I believe in you,
bless me please...

Get Well Soon. ♥

從新加坡回來了
冷靜了兩天
其實心情還是有點低落
因爲家人的事吧
__________________________

星期六
the day before going to Singapore
拿獎勵金之日

我是開心的 那一刻


原本要大嫂替我拍照
結果大哥很調皮 一直作弄我


sweet couple


爹地致詞

晚上時在大哥房間玩Wii
他說要給我看咒怨

恐怖新體驗


大哥逼我玩
結果我就硬著頭皮試試咯
我眼睛都不敢睜大 赫赫

還玩microgames
還不錯的說 很好笑

讓比比久等了
真的很對不起
我知道我說了一些話 傷了你的心
也許我說什麽也無法禰補
對不起
其實 我還是很愛你的

隔天
出發去新加坡之日

愛笑一定代表開心？
其實並不一定


注意看爹地的車和隔壁Waja的車牌號碼
竟然那麽巧的一樣耶

在機場時突然收到電話獲知叔叔又進院了
更使氣氛沉重了起來




很快就到達新加坡了
感覺上大約花了20分鐘吧
原本想order東西也來不及 赫赫

我們先到姑姑家meet up
吃了午餐后就到醫院探望叔叔
我們乘搭mecedes taxi
很syok下=)
當然咯 價錢也比普通的taxi貴
不過司機很有禮貌

幸好叔叔已經好多了
氣色也不錯 很精神
我們頓時送了一口氣
叔叔 hope you can get well soon

我們一直談到晚上
因爲還要等二哥和他的女友趕過來
二哥他們了解了叔叔的情況后看起來也放輕鬆了很多
過後我們就吃晚餐



然後就走路到叔叔的家看Cookie



她又可愛又乖
而且很嗲很pampered
她一直走來走去逗人和她玩
很喜歡她=)

Next day
time to leave Singapore
我們去Plaza Singapore逛逛
因爲爹地要去Daisho買東西

過後午餐在Mos Burger解決
I think we'll never have a chance to been there in M'sia as there no Mos Burger at all if I'm not mistaken.



我吃unagi rice burger

蠻好吃噠

接著再到醫院一趟去看看叔叔
他也是很精神呢
希望他能早日康復

大約2點多
我們趕去terminal 1
那個服務員很nice很有禮貌
這就是應有的態度 讚



很烏龍咯
機票的日期竟然寫錯了
又要按錢包買過機票
那些錢幾百塊得飛出去
看到都心痛

跟我們乘飛機的一個洋人baby超可愛
下機的時候我望著他
他給我一個飛吻耶
很甜呐
__________________________

回到來了
又要面對所有的事物
選擇逃避 只是我需要的呼吸空間
逃避不能解決問題
只會讓事情蔓延

比
對不起
我不想再看到你不開心了

命運的玩弄

心情一直無法平伏
開心了好一陣子
傷心很快的就佔據了我的心神

傷心 但眼淚流不出來
這種感覺非一般的難受

怎麽覺得今年特別多事情發生
從是非 被威脅 感情問題 友情問題 學業問題 師生問題
是報應？還是考驗？

以樂觀的心態去看待的話
我相信這些只是考驗
告訴我該是時候成長
要懂得想了

但是現在的我
沒勇氣去面對

每走一步路
根本不知道自己會踩上什麽
是陷阱？是陰謀？是幸運？
停下來腳步猶豫時
又無法預測將有什麽難題

我很想可以快點統統挨過
我不懂自己能撐多久

趁著星期日去新加坡
我需要冷靜

真想一直逗留在那兒
其實美羅不多東西值得我留戀
除了家人，陪我渡過難關的朋友和比比之外

捲入了兩种情誼的糾紛
下一步我該怎麽走？

手擲。色子
主宰我的命運

功課繁忙 ♥

常年累積起來的功課
現在開始覺得有點兒緊張了

因爲大部分都要呈上給老師批改了
我的天呐
若以前我減少上網
多做功課的話
就不必像現在那樣趕這趕那了吧？

年終考試大概落在10月20++號
距離今天9月10號
大約有一個月一個星期多

也就是說
其實準備考試的時間還蠻緊湊的
在課堂上不怎麽聽書
導致現在要重新開始溫習所有的課程

不過比起正在面對SPM預考的朋友們
我們好多了啦

我說過要發奮
我就得把它兌現
我不要辜負對我有期望的家人，朋友和比比
尤其是比比
一直都在鼓勵我溫習
還叫我別時常對電腦

比比
我會盡量慢慢減少的
明天比比考試咯
要加油丫
我知道你是最棒的♥

想太多？

爲什麽還是那樣？

很多時候的開心
根本不是發自内心的
只是很虛僞地掩飾

可以不要再這樣繼續下去嗎？

我的不傷心不只是傷心
我真的覺得痛苦很心痛

我害怕上課
因爲我會孤獨

人緣一向不太好的我
也毫不知情究竟爲了什麽事別人會討厭我

比說過
很多人喜歡的同時
也會有很多人不喜歡

以前
我不愛家
常常只會吵著媽媽讓我和朋友出街
若不被允許的話就來一場大吵大鬧
因爲我總覺得和家人溝通不來

和朋友才是能夠無所不談的對象
和朋友才是最快樂的

也許那時候的我比現在叛逆吧

而現在
我喜歡在家
很寧靜 很舒服 很自在

在家似乎比在外來得開心了
或許已經習慣了在家的舒適感？

開始覺得自己的關係
漸漸地和他們淡化了
都是因爲我成了宅女？
還是雙方都存著心魔？

突然好大得轉變
對不起
我還不能適應
我很心痛

不是因爲自己結識了另外的朋友
和別的朋友在一起之際
我也是很努力地融入自己朋友的圈子

可能自己的想法開始不同了
也不懂是變好了還是變坏了
距離感依然存在

我真的很喜歡他們
更不想失去

我不懂得親口表達
我真的害怕自己再次成爲被討厭的對象

我只是希望得到重視

若繼續這樣
我真的不懂得該如何再挨下去

FnCK!

Someone polluted my Wretch again,
don't steal my name "dollyyuki" without any permission.
*actually she didn't conceal the comment, I did it after I saw it.*

I already mentioned,
LEAVE IF YOU HATE/DISLIKE ME!
you can click the x at the right corner above there to quit!
and I don't need your shitty comment slut!

I like to wear that "moldy" contact lens as you mean,
so what?
none of your business right?
why you so care about me?

At first,
I think you should improve your language,
I'm unable to know what your sucks chitonese anytime.
*chitonese means chinese+cantonese*

Kid, let me teach you a bit,
you should confirm what language you wanna choose before you leave a comment,
let the author able to get what the hell you're speaking.

Calm down babe,
don't get angry with this slut,
I'm not as childish as you kiddy.
I'll forgive and forget what you done to me today if you just get off from all my website,
I NEED PEACE AND QUIET.

Annual Dinner. ♥

Finally I changed the layout successfully,
I took a long time to edit it,
nice?

Yesterday I attended to 醬油同業公會 annual dinner at Ipoh,
yo, it's the chance for me to try on my enlarging contact lens and applied the Majolica Majorca eye shadow, heehee.



Woohoo, I looked fair in these photo, syok!

Mom and I.






Later then, a handsome guy sat beside me,
syok habis, muahahaha.
*Bii, don't jealous larr, muacks.*

Camwhore again in the toilet,



Dad, as the president gave a speech,


Actually I wanna wear this gown,


but mom said it's too mature for me,
some more it's quite sexy.

I know you guys might be feel bored with my photos,
but you got no choice,
you still need to bear with me, hahahaha.

Hmmm, I LUVZ THIS ♥!
but then,

FREAKING UGLY!

After I removed make-up and contact lens,

eyes became smaller again, duh...

Nothing else to post,
dewa mata~