Where's my fair skin??♥

Still waiting for Pangkor Camp photosss,
my skin is sooooo dark until 黑过墨豆 due to sunburn,
make me feel very upset these days=(
I WANT MY FAIR SKIN BACK!!

To avoid myself getting darker,
*the weather is sooo shitty some more*
I start to use skin whitening products.

Well,
I use sunblock everyday liao.
I use this,

and


At night,
I'll apply whitening lotion,


Plus,
I'm using this,
KOSE SEKKISEI LOTION=)
apply before go to bed.


Oh yea,
Facial mask is also very important,

I use different brand sometimes,
since I always get Skin Food rice mask sample,
so I use this more often=)

Take food or drink which rich in Vitamin C also helps to brighten the skin tone,
So, one lemon juice tambah asam plssssss=D

P/S: I miss my Bii, hopefully can date with him tomorrow=)

累。泪

心 还能愈合吗？

信任是巩固情侣间的柱子
少了它的支撑
那这段感情还能走多久？

我只想默默地流泪
默默地心疼
不让你知道

我们都累了吗？

Y-E-A-Y♥

Hooray!!
Choong Hua WON the basketball competition!
CHOONG HUA IS DA BEST!

For boyz,
Choong Hua VS Sungkai
For galz,
Choong Hua VS Katolik

Yea,
Katolik again,
I could still recognize some of 'em,
damn arrogant as they did before,
think that they're very geng chao,
nauseated me=(

_________________________

Go for camping at Pangkor tomorrow,
miss my Mr.Bii a lot lot,
LOVE YA,
MUACKSSS=)

Genting♥

Came back from Genting,
well well well,
camwhored a lot as it's my very first time to apply fake eyelashes,
and it's not very obvious.

not really satisfy with my make up that day.


Hey lil Mr.Skeleton from haunted house,
we din go for it this time,
otherwise my high heels might break off AGAIN.

After riding all those roller coaster and bumper car in indoor,
*and we had not enough time to go for outdoor theme park...*
we went for a bowling mania.


*M for Marvin, Y for me, S for Sharon*

Woohoo, I won the game!!
But Mr.Mrv stopped me before I took this,
he HUGE hand cover the result liao,
*one of the above is my hand=)*

Then went for a shooting game in Ohmega,
the gun is so heavy as the real gun,
I wondered it's a rifle or M16,
or neither this nor that?


veiled by thick fog,
my"sexy back"had to bear with this weather, haha.
*Hmmm, how sexy? Bareback marr.*

Well,
It's dinner time!




Something happened,
and it made me sad,
but I was still pretending happy.

Bowling again,
see, it's soooooo beautiful.





Versus.


After removing my make up,
went for a walk with Mr.Mrv.
Don't know why,
people always think that we are pak tuo,
make me dots.

Chatted a lot with him,
especially those when we're in form 1,
bout our puppy love,
silly and funny yet memorable=)

The next day,
nothing much to blog.

Luvz the smile! Cheers babe.

P/S: I MISS HIM. However, I'll go for camping this weekend, can't see him again=(

Mr.Bii,
tu me manques tellement♥

Oh ya,
I cut my fringe.

一名不速之客

原本打算把愤怒憋在心里头就好了
结果还是不由自主地释放出来

自找麻烦的人
请你自封嘴巴赶紧离开吧

我总不能眼睁睁看着我的比比被羞辱吧？
别以为我是by your side的
别趁我没上线就在这儿呀文呀武

每个人都有底线的
YOU CROSSED MY LINE!!

Silent Hill: Shattered Memories

The story is bout,
the main character, Harry Mason searches for his daughter, Cheryl,
in a mysterious town of Silent Hill.
It's a quiet, abandoned town veiled by supernaturally thick fog.



And weird disfigured creature may chase you,
you are not able to attack 'em,
only you can run for your life,
PRETTY SCARY!!!

It's quite different from the other series of Silent Hill,
Players can shape Harry Mason by solving some puzzles or what,
and the creatures taking the form the player's deepest fear.
So, different players could experience different thing,
quite interesting=)


What will you do if you accidentally step into Silent Hill?
Do you think you can escape from this town?

Hmmm,
I'm definitely a weirdo,
addicted to this kind of survival horror games.

Gathering with Dear Senior@3/4/10
Remember, remember=)

SUFFER.

Every month gotta suffer from menstrual pain,
almost every month gotta back from school earlier.

When I saw Miss Leong aka our penolong kanan pentadbiran,
DAMN LAK SEH!!
She knews what's happened to me when looking into my KUA JIONG SIK FACE EXPRESSION.
Actually, I WAS NOT ACTING OR WHAT LORR,
I was really suffering.

I vomited in PK's room and even after back from school,
feeling dizzy the whole day,
no appetite to eat...

Is something wrong with my body?
Should I go for a medical check up?
______________________________
一个月才这么的七天
难道不能在我别扭的时候哄哄我吗？
心。。。快往下掉了。。。

做好自己♥

接受别人对自己批评
可能它来自恶意
也可能来自真心

有时候它是一种磨练
也能给自己自我提升的机会

做好自己
别为小事伤了自己的气


♥分享♥
只想大家都活在和平中=)

Real Love ain't gonna be so perfect. ♥

Everything is back to normal,
I love thee, dear.

Here's a deeply meaningful video,
bout LOVE.

失去的
还会再回来吗？

分开是一种解脱
还是痛苦的起源？

哭了很久
很讨厌心痛的感觉
很讨厌因为爱你而矛盾的感觉

我想让你牵着我的手
陪我继续走出未来
可是我好害怕
好害怕再给你伤害

我好担心答应你太多
伤害你更深

我好想我们顺其自然地经营我们的感情
不要为谁而改变
而是互相包容对方
可是
我们做不到。。。

比比
其实我很不舍得你
真的很不舍得你。。。

Love Hurts

I'm fed up with everything,
I felt deeply depressed yesterday night til right now,
and I cried.
My eyes were puffy in the morning,
I hardly can't get up from bed,
I don't wanna go to school!
Who cares?

I tell nothing to my friends,
when they asked me:" why your eyes so puffy?"
I answered them: "nothing, I slept late yesterday."
Just leave me alone.

I forced myself to smile,
am I good in pretending happy?

Love hurts me,
thou hurts me,
but that's not thy fault.
Should I go on,
or may be better to get away from it?

Both our heart are broken,
and they're start bleeding,
can we still mend our broken hearts?

I love thee,
that's not a joke,
nor a lies.


Thou made this "leong shui" for me the first time.

Thou made soya for me then.

I miss thee,
I need thee,
I love thee.
Don't thou too?