Kinda busy recently,
busy for study,
busy for class-tee,
busy for performance on Graduation Day,
getting less and less time to online.

Less than a month to go,
keep on studying and doing practices.
I know how important is SPM,
my future depends on the result,
8As, aimed for this target!

Oh yea, go for interview in Genting tomorrow,
finally can meet Bii, YEAY!
Miss him deeply!
Gotta sleep ealier tonight,
Nitez.

20102010=)

20102010
What a special day!

Miss HIM sooo much,
feel like going Genting for interview,
instead of working in KL,
must discuss with my parents as soon as possible.
Hopefully I can go for Batch 2 for NS,
so that I can work for few months,
I WANNA SEE HIM and I NEED MONEYYY!

Relatives back from Netherlands,
haven't collect all the photos of 'em.

Handsome lil Boo and I.

Me, Yan Yee and Fiona(Cousin's gf)
She's sooooo pretty,
having a pair of big eyes,
and a fair skin.
Admire her so much=)

原本想写些开心的事情
荷兰的亲戚回来了 本应也很开心
可是 快乐始终偏离我太远
我该称自己为“演员”吧？
沮丧的时候即是我最需要发挥的时候
不得不假装开心

人人不开心的时候立刻可以大哭一场
而我 只能忍 一直忍
我不想影响身边的人的心情
渐渐地眼泪也不懂得怎么划下了

我不习惯每时每刻把甜蜜和幸福挂在嘴边
不代表我不在乎你
不代表我不想你
不代表我不爱你
真心的爱就算没有常常提起
它依旧是那份最真挚最窝心的爱
爱是心电感应
你感受不到了吗？

从触电的那一刻起
难道只是一场意外吗？
难道一切一切都是错吗？

到底是我不懂得当你的女友？
还是你不懂得体谅我？
又或者是我们根本不适合在一起？
好痛！心真的好痛！

我不知道自己还能走怎样的下一步
总觉得到处都是分开我们的陷阱
我一直都站在原点
而问题最终都没有解决。。。

“Hagane 钢”

可算是“钢”牙妹吗？
透明的好看多了吧？
不过价钱相对之下也贵了1k
那儿的牙医很好
不需要一次过付完
Monthly check-up的时候才分期付款
那就不用那么大负担咯=D

原来绑牙不算很痛啦
现在的感觉就是有一层东西压住牙齿
只是有点不习惯
感觉应该像是戴了玩具假牙吧
嘴巴也有点嘟嘟的

医生listed了一些DOs & DON'Ts
那都没关系
最严重的是竟然需要戒口！！
花生之类硬状的食物都不能吃
Oh Gosh 绕了我吧...


还必须买专用牙刷和漱口液
保持牙齿及口腔的健康和卫生
要不然绑牙期间问题就可大了

Will put on braces tomorrow,
decided to have the transparent one.
Yea, much more expensive than stainless steel braces,
but it looks nicer and not so obvious.
Btw,
THANKS, DADDY!
Wondering how will I look like soon,
hopefully not as ugly as I thought lorr...

I'M SO NERVOUS arrrggghhh!!


P/S: Miss him soooo much=)

Study for a Good Future!

SPM countdown:
52 days to go!

FUTURE, BLUR MY VISION!
I don't really sure what to study in future.
Food Science? Nutrition? Biotech? Business? Design?
More to Nutrition may be,
as it's a trend now,
getting more and more people realise the importance of good health.
Or, the others better?
Aikkssss...

Sista phoned me yesterday,
she told me the techniques to study well,
'cause time is short now.
1.) Find out the best subject and the worst.
2.) Get your priorities right.
The worst subjects as the first priorities, next, the medium one, then, the best.
This means we should more focus on the worst one.
3.) Make an analysis of past year questions.
4.) Plan a time-table.
5.) Do more practises on model test papers and trial papers from other schools.
6.) Sleep well and take a good care of yourselves

=)



Finally, Bii went for working at Genting,
left me alone here=(
He said he work for me actually.
He knows that I love photoshooting, that's why he wanna buy a DSLR.
He knows that I'll probably work there, that's why he work there too.
And I'm right here waiting for him,
I know he'll bring himself back to me no matter how long.♥


Bii's favorite photo=D
Look how scary we are=目
I asked him to set as phone wallpaper,
so that he can exorcise those dirty thingy, LOL.

团圆♥

右眼的双眼皮不见掉=*(

原本以为我们4兄弟姐妹能聚在一起
结果姐姐生病了 没办法回来=(

上个周末出席酱油公会的晚宴
不知怎么了 嘴唇干干痒痒的还脱皮了
右眼的双眼皮也没了 状态很差


敬爱的爹地=)

星期三 中秋节
到KL去找姐姐
二哥买了Metal Gear Solid Walkman® player

真的酷炫了！
防水防汗
可惜只有2gb的容量

晚上一家人吃团圆饭
感觉真棒 好久没试过那么齐人了
尤其是二哥 不能经常请假回来
特别特别想念他=D


大哥=)
男将们都很积极烧烤东西给我们
女将就乖乖坐着等吃 哈哈

我很享受天伦乐
很喜欢一家人聚在一起
好温馨好舒服
就算和哥哥姐姐年龄相差很远
却完全没有隔膜
和父母也一样

很怀念当哥哥姐姐都还没到外坡工作的时候
时间不停地在流逝 天下无不散之筵席
所以我很珍惜和他们在一起的每一刻每一个点滴
我真的很庆幸出生在这个这么温暖的家庭
亲情真的很重要♥

___________________________________

今天是Pn.Kok荣休的大日子 a.k.a 学校年度中秋晚会
终于见到Bii了
明天他就上云顶interview噜
工作后一定不能像现在一样天天谈电话常常sms

很担心他会学坏
很担心在他觉得空虚的时候有另一个女生出现
很担心很担心
可是我依然选择相信他
我相信他的心只会允许容纳我

Craving=D

Wish to go for working in holiday.
KL or Genting better?
Working in Genting is quite dangerous they said,
but I really really wish to work with HIM.

[ CRAVINGS♥ ]
*Nitendo DS/ PSP

(NDS is cheaper, cost bout RM499, the most important is, CASTLEVANIA DAWN OF SORROW!! I've addicted to this game since I was 12 years old! But my Dai GorGor asked me to wait for NDS 3D, hmmm...)


*Mp3 Player

(No idea what brand to buy, I prefer either SONY or IPOD, heehee.)


*Camera

(Sony NEX-3/NEX-5, DSLR quality but smaller in size. I think it's suitable for me to buy a digital camera, and this only will be my dream camera.)


*Girl's Stuffs
(Cosmetics, beauty products, contact lens, clothes, accessories etc.)


Not enough money to buy all of 'em now,
I wanna earn money and buy myself instead of taking money from my parents.
I don't want 'em to waste their money to fulfil my desires,
I'm sure I'll more treasure the things that I buy with my own money.

Oh yea,
writing an essay related to money,
need to submit tomorrow, gosh.
IS MONEY THE ROOT OF ALL EVIL or ALL GOOD?