Sunday, May 30, 2010

我有沉默的时候


沉默
是因为我不开心

我不想主动对任何人说
因为我不想主动要别人来关心我
我希望的
是别人主动来关心我

就算看我一脸沮丧
什么话都不想说
也不会一直追问
反而会陪在我身边
拍拍我背脊说
【什么都不用说,想哭就哭吧】
要不就让我一个人静静

亲人也好
朋友也好
爱人也好

当我不开心的时候
我喜欢听歌
很伤感的歌
我会很安静地聆听
甚至会哭泣

也许我觉得那是治疗我伤痛药吧

我好久没试过崩溃地大哭一场
想哭 但哭不出来
眼泪往心里倒流
心 特别特别痛

你会了解吗?


很伤感的一首歌
大概很适合我的心情吧

有时候部落格就这样
成为我心灵的避风港
成为让别人了解我心情的管道

黑色月亮 - 杨丞琳



杨丞琳——黑色月亮
蛮有fu的一首歌
喜欢这种黑色摇滚的曲风=)

Saturday, May 29, 2010

Exam Phobia

这次考试做不好
再过几个月就正式和SPM正面交锋了
看来过了年中假期
我该好好加油了

试前准备必备品
1.)

书还是其次的呢
对爱吃的我而言
最重要的莫过于是零食

2.)

轻音乐
它们总在我纳闷的时候陪伴着我

3.)

当然少不了参考书咯
最抗拒却不得不接受它们


其实我有努力
因为我知道自己的进度比别人来的慢

想回都觉得好笑
不会答都乱写些无厘头的东西
我还改写历史了 XD
好听些就是由真实故事改编
连scientific theory我也自创了几个

A week to go...
Aikssss....

P/S:谢谢比比一直陪伴我,支持我,不然我真的不懂怎么撑下去

Sunday, May 23, 2010

1:17a.m right now,
I should be sleep like a piggie.

But, guess what?
I'm still studying Sejarah,
darn....
Beggars cannot be chooser,
I haven't even touch my Sejarah text book for my mid-year term,
yet I don't wanna fail.

I'm getting bored and bored and bored with it......
My head is going to explode soon,
the names look just the same,
how could I remember all of them?
That's why I never target Sejarah to score A.

Feel like changing my blog link,
but I've no idea bout it.
Oh yea,
I've to design my class tee,
I used to ask my brother for help,
but, suan le ba,
I can do it myself I guess.
How great if I know how to use Illustrator.

I found a funny photo of mine.
Tah dah!!

Funny right?
Dunno what face expression is this, haha.

Life is going on,
smile babe=)

P/S: Bii Bii currently in Melaka, miss him soooooo much ;*)

Saturday, May 22, 2010

Happy b'day to me♥

Celebrated ma b'day on 13th May with besties and Bii Bii=)

Omg, I LOOK FAT+PALE HERE!!


B'day present from Bii Bii,
100% handmade one including the couple of penguin
Thanks dear,
muacksssssssss~~
Bii,
lucky paper stars, remember?
I wondered when could we fill the whole bottle with these paper stars.


And this, from my beloved ji mui=)
Love ya, babe,
big big huggies for youu~

Celebration with family on 15th May in Genting,
but I haven't get all photos.


Oh ya,
FAKER TAUGHT ME A LESSON.
From now on,
I'll put a watermark in all my photos if possible,
especially my camwhoring photos.

Plus,
I can "advertise" my blog as well,
hahaz.

Friday, May 21, 2010

Finally, akhirnya.

话说
事情终于水落石出了
那个faker已经自爆身份

*sry, a lil bit blur...*

我可以沉冤得雪了
特别呜谢:
Leony
Sorry963
nObody

实不相瞒
其实Irisa是本小姐=P

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

GET LOST!!


*click to enlarge*
http://my.44517.com/?49720
别把我的照片占为己有
你是你
我是我
永远不可能成为一体

你说笑话还不错
ROFL
可是说骗话嘛
你还得花点心思学些技巧咯

被拆穿了就赶快封嘴消失
还在这里死也要抓回把沙子

看看这个厚脸皮的家伙吧
Irisa是hero
Sdaday是VILLAIN

*留言篇*






*日志篇*


我本来想理智处理
想说穿帮了你就会自动消失嘛
怎么知道你越来越过分
甚至越过了我的底线

WHAT A PSYCHO!?
ARE YOU RETARDED?
GET LOST FAKER!

Saturday, May 15, 2010

Aiksss,
our performance had been cut,
due to too many performance on that day.

Well,
it's okay,
focus on my study better=)

Yea,
today is my b'day,
but I'm not going to blog bout this first,
gotta wait for photosss=)

Bii Bii celebrated with me on Thursday,
Thanks Bii,
Thanks for you love and present,
I love it deeply,
and I ♥ YOU,
muackiesss~

P/S: Yo! Genting tomorrow! Bring my reference books along~