♥

Finally changed my layout,
I think it's nicer and more convenience than before right?

Awww,
first time to put our photo,
hope bii bii like it=)

Thanks bii bii accompanied me during editing this,
I love you♥♥♥

現在
淩晨2點25分
很睏了
可是不想拖到日後寫

晚上慶祝外婆的生日
恭祝外婆生日快樂
福如東海
壽比南山=)

我的隱形眼鏡到了


還挺滿意的=)

還有
今天為丫丫和某小姐示範化妝
其實我並不是很擅長化妝啦

我終于成功粘到假睫毛了
明天send給比比看
他今天去camp了

兩個眼睛有差別吧？


*我們的右眼都化了妝*



P/S: To be continue...

Marvin b'day celebration. ♥

Friday,
we celebrated Marvin's b'day at Salim,
his actual b'day on 19th Oct,
we celebrated ealier.


our dear "Shau Sing Gong", Marvin here.


Is the spec suits me?
Hmmm, I think it's quite okay.



*say CHEESE!*
pity Lanster as the photographer was not inside these photos.

Met our seniors there,
I think they didn't saw us as we sat too far from them,
and I saw Mr.TT, *a bit shocked*
hrmpx...no any special feeling then.

Took a lot of photos,
I'll upload to Facebook after collecting all photos.
Friends, stay tuned=)

Saturday,
my mom and sis gave me these,

BB cream sample and Clinique sunblock sample=)

My dai shou then applied mascara and fibre on my eyelashes,
as we know,
fibre can lengthen our eyelashes,
but also need to depend how many time we apply larr.

Have a look on the result,


*not clear in my photo.*
woohooo, seems like putting fake eyelashes,
apply a few more times will look better I think, haha.

Ooowww,
study time again.
I've no enough time to study but still can't stop onlining, *sigh*

Stop myself from being controlled by computer......

I didn't go to school today,
study at home better=)

Yoo, I almost finish my Chemistry,
and I'll continue my Biology.

Yuki, Ganbatteh neh ;*)

I wanna change my blogspot layout After exam ,
some of my friends said that this layout a bit "ma fan",
don't know where can drop comment and link the others.

My bro sms me yesterday,
his first message scared me,
"hey I saw ur blog. Talked bad bout me? Lol."
may be bout "like father and son" I wrote in old posts I guess.

Then he replied,
"bout the being model stuff la. lol. but all ppl here said u r pretty. So mayb there will reli be a photo shoot in future."

Awww, was I dreaming yesterday????
I wondered who played trick with me,
a bit doubtful whether he is my bro or not, LOL XD.

Although that's what he told me,
I'm not confirm whether its true or what.
Anyway,
I'M HAPPY=)

I know Bii felt upset to heard this,
sry ya,
I shouldn't do something that could make you sad,
you told you can't be the one who encourage me although you really hope yourself to accept and inspire me with confidence.

Bii,
I can feel your encouragement from your heart,
may be the modelling stuff couldn't be true,
don't be so upset and worried bout me, kay?
muackss.

透亮的玻璃心 ♥

前天夢到比比嗯
那個夢其實有點兒搞笑

我夢到自己和姑姑去比比的家參觀
我隱隱約約記得比的房間隔壁是他哥哥的房間
再隔壁就是廚房了

比比牽我的手
可是見到伯母
所以只好不好意思地縮開我的手
然後很尷尬地笑著上樓

樓上是視聽室
那兒的燈光暗暗的
只有小小盞紫藍色的小燈點綴
感覺上有點像在pub吧

我的眼前有兩個很高很高的高腳椅子
一個是橙色很透徹的玻璃還是琉璃的椅子
另一個則是很普通且位子比較寬闊的木椅子

我想也沒想
就坐上了非常漂亮的橙色玻璃高腳椅
可是竟然很搖晃很不穩

我一直叫比比救我
比比就趕快拉我過去他坐著的木椅子
結果那雖然很漂亮的玻璃椅子倒在地上
完全破碎了
只剩下閃閃發亮的碎片

而我和比比就手牽手地坐在一起

其實這個夢是不是帶出什麽意思或訊息呢？
我總覺得這個夢在告訴我一些話
漂亮的橙色玻璃椅子代表的又是什麽？
是名利？是得失成敗？

外表亮麗吸引的事物
往往裏頭未必我們想象的好

以我這個夢境為例吧
那個橙色的玻璃椅子雖然很晶瑩剔透
第一眼看下去 就是深深地着迷
它只有一個位子
一旦坐了下去
就不會有人有位子和你分享
可惜它卻很不穩固
很容易破碎的

反而不起眼的木椅子才實用
他還有兩個位子呢
坐上去的人不會獨佔它
他會懂得如何與別人分享
而且它不容易倒塌

大概是反映了人生道理吧？


有點意思：
自己獨佔的名和利，反而使成爲了生活上的絆腳石，雖然它們看似很光鮮，也許擁有了這種榮耀就會很有滿足感，其實相反的，它們是很不實在的幻影，一個迷惑人心的幻影。

它們可以讓我們風光，也能讓過於追逐名利的人失去理智。
懂得怎樣看待，它們就是滋潤滋保的保養品； 不懂得怎樣看待，它們就是荼毒心靈的毒品。

所以名利還是不要太過苛求，是屬於自己的，終究一定是自己的。平常心就好=)


Bear Bear覺得是玻璃椅子代表著我的心
而穩重的木椅子代表比的心

但是我不是很明白她的意思啦
因爲我們沒有深入研究

她大概是說我的心就有如那個玻璃椅子般脆弱
很容易被破碎掉
而他穩重的心
卻能保護著我
在我處於患難時他都會救我

夢境
有可能是純粹一個夢
有可能是預兆
也可能是帶出一個訊息

夢
似真似假
但可能它不是那麽虛幻
我們是可以觸碰它的

無論怎樣
我相信這是帶著好意的訊息
要我明白某些事情

比
我把我的手和玻璃心都給你了
你這個笨蛋要扛起背我這個傻瓜的責任哦
不能耍賴♥

心 往哪兒去了？ ♥

天下起雨了
這種天氣總是最影響心情的

聽著我的playlist寫部落格真的很舒服

去年的時候
下雨總會聼《雨念》
當時想念一個不愛我的人

今天
我夢見了他
我在某地方遇見了他
我走過去和他聊天
感覺真得很甜蜜

潛意識裏的我
依然像往常一樣思念他？
我不懂
其實 我已經很久沒有像以前那樣想他想得快瘋了

成功了嗎？

唯有自己的心才知道答案
______________________________

那天補習回家后
媽咪看了《女人我最大》后竟然要幫我綁頭髮耶
她說她在節目看到林業婷老師綁的龐克風馬尾很漂亮
所以就試試替我綁嘍
不過一半就放棄了
她忘記怎樣綁了 哈哈



媽咪很久沒替我綁頭髮了
有種回到小時候的味道
很溫馨
很喜歡媽咪幫我綁頭髮的感覺
“手勢”一流
______________________________

前天學校舉行了一個教育展

我走丫走
希望能夠尋到最終的目標
但是我的心還是15 16
前路該何走下去？

Design，Mass Com，Psychology，Hotel Management，Biotech等等
我都想過要進修的
尤其是Design, Mass Com和 Psychology
可是出路不多

我很想到國外念丫
可是費用很貴
我的成績又普普通通
不可能得到scholarship啦

很煩惱
雖然說還有一年的時間決定
可是我現在不知道讀書到底是爲了什麽
我只想找到目標
朝它奔馳
追逐夢想

*zombie id designed by my bro*

Wrote a lousy essay about zombies,
not because of the idea,
but the description of mine.
The title given is "my heart beating fast when...",
then use our creativity to write our ideas out.

I wanna write about the experience which took photo with Owen Yap at first,
but a bit hard to describe the feeling.
I asked Bii whether what should I write,
Yooohhh, his mind arr..
full with those half-life lar, resident evil lar, blah blah blah...
heehee=D

I like his idea sooo much,
quite challenging and creative,
I never thought of that before ;*)

Thanks Bii Bii,
you're really giving a great help to me,
love you, muacksss♥

___________________________

Whats going on with me lately?
am I really misunderstood what they meant?
I'm too sensitive!

Guys,
I promise I'll not simply doubt you.

"If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools"

- stanza 2, line 5 and 6
from If by Rudyard Kipling-

I should learn this...



Whats next?
關於我的個人感言吧

I think I should be thankful. ♥

Heehee,
I really appreciate my friends who support me when I'm in trouble,
especially thanks to Jia, Lyn, Bear, Evia, Cheryl, Francis, Babev, Yunz,
as well as Bii=)
*I know some of you care about me,
sorry as I didn't list you out*
You know, this is what we call as TRUE FRIENDSHIP.

Okay, change our topic.
yesterday,
we brought our doggies, Bubu and Jet to go for a ride,





See,
they enjoyed themselves so much.

At noon,

I followed my bro went to Ipoh,
gosh, totally forgot I still have a Physics tuition class at night!!


Focus the lil boy and my bro in front,
both of them are playing PSP huh!
A bit like father and son, muahahahaha.

Nothing much to buy,
just wanna buy BB cream,
I've been recommended to buy this,

Skin79 The Oriental Gold BB Cream
BB cream + lip balm + blush
costs about RM134 if I'm not mistaken.

Awww,
it's really attracting me,
I wanna find a part time job and earn more money,
for me to buy clothes, contact lens, beauty products etc.

Hmmm,
don't think too much about my job,
need to concentrate on my approaching exam first.
How am I going to continue my revision??
I'm nervous and I can't really understand what I studied till now,
arrrggghhhh,
I'M GOING MAD SOON!!!!