Saturday, July 3, 2010

Reviewed few my articles in Wretch,
hmmm, the way I used to blog quite kiddy, haha.

My previous FB status was bout my school stuff,
actually not that serious,
but it recalled what they done to me last time.

Well, this time only involved a guy,
I'm not going to tell his name,
he's such a hypocrite,
good in weeping crocodile tears,
pretending he's very cham, duh...
May be he's qualified to be awarded in Oscar Award liao.

He sometimes tell fake stories without ashamed,
to pursue the teachers and juniors to trust him.
Beh tahan.
Don't ever try to test my patient,
I'll go mad.



Brasil lost yesterday,
sad...*sob sob*
Btw, I can't wait to watch to match tonight,
Argentina VS Germany
I'm Argentina supporter,
bcoz of MESSI=)





P/S: Went out with Bii Bii today, he's sooooooo cute, I LOVE BII BII SOOOOO MUCH!

Tuesday, June 29, 2010

原来我在你心目中这么烦人
我真的很介意你这样说我!!

我只是accept你的朋友
而且是个女生
你需要怪我吗?
你需要生气我?骂我吗?

我就不能够有选择的权利吗?

你说过你会介绍你的朋友给我认识
你总不能把我永远都关着
我并不是世纪大美女
也不是人见人爱,车见车载

你会不会觉得是你顾虑太多了?
我想你放下心头大石
我想你和我在一起是舒服自在的
更要幸福快乐的

不能吗?
原本满怀希望
以为可以有被提拔被欣赏
却造成第二次的失望


不甘心
但是也不能做些什么=(

Thursday, June 24, 2010

挫折感

这么多年以来
我从未害怕开放日的到来
可是这次
第一次也是最后一次令我觉得很焦虑

我想象力很丰富
我会想象当时的情景
当老师说我退步
当老师说我成绩差
当父母对我失望
当我自己失去信心

对我来说
这个预感在这个阶段出现
真的很可怕
Trial, SPM的日子一步一步迈向我
而我还是过着无所事事,游手好闲的生活
我知道自己浪费了一天又一天的时间
可是我真的很没有心情


我容易被打击
我的确需要少许时间振作起来
最近 这烂透的成绩无情地伤害我
就连比比也骂我
*我知道他只是为了骂醒我,可是我还是很气,难道就不可以安抚下我么?=(*
每当朋友提起成绩的事情
成绩多好多坏
谁输谁赢
但我却无话可说
因为我才是当中最差的

我不想要当什么超女
我不要别人以我为竞争对象
我不喜欢这种感觉 SERIOUSLY
我只想比上不足,比下有余

我不想要赢别人
我要战胜自己
只要成绩达到自己理想的我就很满足了

UPSR, PMR 曾经辉煌的一刻
当然希望SPM也不例外
可是我了解自己的程度
我得量腹而食,度身而衣丫
足够让我进修自己喜欢的科系,自己喜欢的学院就好了=)

或许说得简单
我真的能够放下好胜心?

曾经有网友告诉我
这些小挫折是每个人必须经过的阶段
要懂得接受
然后转化为推动力

挫折感不好受
不过没跌倒过又何知痛滋味?

FMA Art piece♥

Time & date shown is wrong,
now suppose is 12:32AM on 24/6.


Congrats to myself,

finally I'm able to finish my art piece=)
Well, Imma send it to En.Pauzi tomorrow,
hopefully can be chosen to publish in school magazine lar.
Pray for me...

I really put quite a lot of effort on it,
though I was just "copied" from book.
Since I was late to start my work,
plus, I need to think of what should be drawn at first lar,
after then I gotta draft it, modify then, start to draw, colour a lil bit......
must takes some time one.


*I only did a bit light editing so that it can be seen clearly=)*
Hmmmm, nice?
Alphonse's (I mean, the armor) chest seems like...CACAT liao XD
yea, my drawing skill problem.

Bii Bii is always the first viewer of my art piece=)
Both of us love this anime deeply!
I do prefer the old series than the newer series,
bcoz I haven't finish watching the new one=D


Specially thanks to this,
my b'day present by my bro and dai sou when I was 15=)

P/S: Can't wait for Saturday, date with Bii Bii

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

Oh man,
eating bread for all three meals yesterday,
I never felt energized,
but I've no choice what,
I was ill,
plus, my parents went to Ipoh liao.

Though I'm still suffering from flu,
*don't worry,
not H1N1, seriously!*
Dear Bii Bii made me a bottle of "leong shui",
100% no preservative,
no food colouring,
so it's safe to drink, heehee.
And, guess what?
I feel more better now=)

Thanks Bii Bii

Btw,
I'm upset for my shitty exam results,
laziness fault=(

Suan le ba, let it be......
don't ask, don't talk bout it,
讲分数伤感情one.

P/S: Happy belated Daddy's Day=)

Sunday, June 20, 2010

Sickness.

Oh gosh,
I really fell sick after coming back from Shanghai,
luckily I've not be quarantined at the airport,
you know lar,
having flu and cough are the symptoms of H1N1 wor.

When I was enjoy playing Cafe World,
I started to feel dizzy,
and I was getting uncomfortable,
then I went and took a nap after taking medicine.

I damn hate the flavor of cough syrup,
always make me feel like vomiting.
*even when I think of it...*

Skipped my dinner,
I just ate some bread after woke up.
He phoned me,
and I told him how I felt,
he seems very upset and worried,
heehee=D

Dear,
I'm alright,
don't be so worry bout me, kay?
Sorry that I cannot go out with you tonight.
Saturday can?
I wanna see you,
I wanna hear your sound,
I miss you a lot, Bii...

The Return


Hey guys,
I'M BACK.